Didn't get the car fixed this evening. Still a bit cool to be crawling on the ground.
So, I did till the last major section of the south garden that needed it. Still need to cross-till but that shouldn't take long.
Time for training tests for work again. Took one of the three tonight. Failed. Passing means missing one question. I missed two. Have to take it again tomorrow.
Picking up another extra hour of work in the morning. Made it up to 86 cases today. Was doing really well early in the day, averaging 13 cases per hour. That's an average of under minutes per case. Then got a long string of really slow cases. Then things dropped off. Still hoping to hit at least 90 tomorrow.
My typing speed isn't fantastic but does continue to improve. More accurate, which counts for a lot.
So, trying to balance all the stuff I need to get done. Installing the CV axle may have to wait until next week. The car will make it until then. It would make it longer than that but I'm trying to avoid excess wear and tear. Problem with doing that work is that once I start, the car won't be going any place until it's finished. I can work on other things a shorter period of time and/or leave something partially finished for a while. The testing for work has to be finished before next Tue night.
The emotions I mentioned on the climb the other day continue to do so. Down side to that is my temper climbs with the other emotions. Emotions are constantly present, even when tilling the garden. Feels really strange. I am reverting to how I was in my 20's, like there are two parts of me. The emotional side and the intellectual side. It's a duality where the emotional side reacts while the intellectual side observes. I am intensely aware of both sides at the same time.
Along with the emotions, now physical sensations are becoming more intense.
All of it signals some healing of my nervous system.
Hopefully this all means that it will lead to more energy and drive to get some things accomplished. Right now, adjusting to it can be exhausting. No complaints. Helps me sleep better sometimes.
So, I did till the last major section of the south garden that needed it. Still need to cross-till but that shouldn't take long.
Time for training tests for work again. Took one of the three tonight. Failed. Passing means missing one question. I missed two. Have to take it again tomorrow.
Picking up another extra hour of work in the morning. Made it up to 86 cases today. Was doing really well early in the day, averaging 13 cases per hour. That's an average of under minutes per case. Then got a long string of really slow cases. Then things dropped off. Still hoping to hit at least 90 tomorrow.
My typing speed isn't fantastic but does continue to improve. More accurate, which counts for a lot.
So, trying to balance all the stuff I need to get done. Installing the CV axle may have to wait until next week. The car will make it until then. It would make it longer than that but I'm trying to avoid excess wear and tear. Problem with doing that work is that once I start, the car won't be going any place until it's finished. I can work on other things a shorter period of time and/or leave something partially finished for a while. The testing for work has to be finished before next Tue night.
The emotions I mentioned on the climb the other day continue to do so. Down side to that is my temper climbs with the other emotions. Emotions are constantly present, even when tilling the garden. Feels really strange. I am reverting to how I was in my 20's, like there are two parts of me. The emotional side and the intellectual side. It's a duality where the emotional side reacts while the intellectual side observes. I am intensely aware of both sides at the same time.
Along with the emotions, now physical sensations are becoming more intense.
All of it signals some healing of my nervous system.
Hopefully this all means that it will lead to more energy and drive to get some things accomplished. Right now, adjusting to it can be exhausting. No complaints. Helps me sleep better sometimes.
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