Went to karaoke. Met my friend there. Realized I have been friends with her and another woman for about 12 years now. Oddly, both are named Wendy.
It was her birthday earlier in the week but she was celebrating tonight. I made sure she had a good evening. She's an awesome person with a bright smile and open soul. We don't agree on everything but I could never bring myself to insult her by intent.
A thought came to mind tonight. One of my biggest weaknesses is and always has been being hugged from behind. I do realize that can have a different meaning to a woman than a man but I am a man. Being a man, to me it represents affection. Not asking for anything in return. Just genuine affection. Strangely, that thought crossed my mind and a few minutes later, she hugged me from behind. I did not tell her this. I have only told one person about this in my entire life. That was a person to whom it should have meant something. It didn't. Oh fucking well.
This is one of those thoughts that only cross my mind every few years. Time to put it back in the box for a few years, maybe forever. Not like I should let it matter to me. Probably kind of stupid. Just mentioning it as an observation, nothing more.
Need to get to bed and get some stuff done in the morning.
It was her birthday earlier in the week but she was celebrating tonight. I made sure she had a good evening. She's an awesome person with a bright smile and open soul. We don't agree on everything but I could never bring myself to insult her by intent.
A thought came to mind tonight. One of my biggest weaknesses is and always has been being hugged from behind. I do realize that can have a different meaning to a woman than a man but I am a man. Being a man, to me it represents affection. Not asking for anything in return. Just genuine affection. Strangely, that thought crossed my mind and a few minutes later, she hugged me from behind. I did not tell her this. I have only told one person about this in my entire life. That was a person to whom it should have meant something. It didn't. Oh fucking well.
This is one of those thoughts that only cross my mind every few years. Time to put it back in the box for a few years, maybe forever. Not like I should let it matter to me. Probably kind of stupid. Just mentioning it as an observation, nothing more.
Need to get to bed and get some stuff done in the morning.
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