Supervisor had the test reset and I took it again last night. There is now no question that two of the questions had no correct answers. In the end, I took this one test 8 times. I also had my answers written down and marked through my answers if they were wrong. There is no question that I used every answer to those questions and every single answer was graded incorrect by the system. I even used answers I knew were incorrect after I went through all combination of correct answer by any stretch of the imagination.
I finally gave up and just accepted the lower pay rate. It's better than letting it affect my health any further. For the first time in days, I had energy after work. Fine. Even if my case rate is lower, it amounts to very little. And work is picking up again, so I may actually make more than the last few months. Especially if I pick up an extra hour here and there.
That does not stop the fact that I feel set up and betrayed. I cannot trust an employer who would do such a thing. So I do not at this point see myself applying for a supervisor position. Instead, stick with it through the holidays and after that take my time and have my eyes and options open.
It's the most depressing thing to me that I have spent my life looking for loyalty and always disappointed. Then, I realized over 25 years ago that if I want loyalty, the only place I'm likely to find it is inside and in the mirror.
Had the energy to get out and trim grass and weeds this evening. The back yard. Would have done the front but it got dark, so had to stop. Get more done later. May rain tomorrow, so not stating tomorrow. If it's not raining, then will try. Weather is cooling down over the next week, so hope my tolerance will rise.
My dental appointment is in the morning but just and exam. Just going to take a shower and get to bed soon.
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