Is my manic cycle already over?
If so, kind of a relief, kind of a bummer. No sign I am rebounding into a depressive cycle. I don't go that direction unless I have burned off all my resources. Usually after an extended manic cycle where I work myself into absolute exhaustion.
I slept last night for a full 8 hours. My libido seems to be going back to baseline.
However, not like the libido can be used to full extent. Bummer. And I mixed up my meds last night, so think I may have taken two melatonin instead of one. Then woke up with really bad allergies and a slight bronchitis attack. It resolved quickly.
At least my motivation for writing and work are still at baseline. I'm better able to focus.
That's good. Weather is supposed to be decent this week, so I can get the brakes done and tighten belts on the van. No sign the timing belt is going to give out in the very near future. Possible I just need to adjust my driving habits, which may have throw it off slightly. No check engine light or lack of power. I know it will have to be done at some point but I'd rather wait until I'm working, get a second vehicle first and then do it. Get the full kit with a water pump, new idlers and all new belts, do another oil change at the same time. Do it right all the way around. Costs more, takes longer, a bit more work but worth it in the long run.
Still hoping to hear something back about the job tomorrow or Tue.
Just playing it all by ear for now.
If so, kind of a relief, kind of a bummer. No sign I am rebounding into a depressive cycle. I don't go that direction unless I have burned off all my resources. Usually after an extended manic cycle where I work myself into absolute exhaustion.
I slept last night for a full 8 hours. My libido seems to be going back to baseline.
However, not like the libido can be used to full extent. Bummer. And I mixed up my meds last night, so think I may have taken two melatonin instead of one. Then woke up with really bad allergies and a slight bronchitis attack. It resolved quickly.
At least my motivation for writing and work are still at baseline. I'm better able to focus.
That's good. Weather is supposed to be decent this week, so I can get the brakes done and tighten belts on the van. No sign the timing belt is going to give out in the very near future. Possible I just need to adjust my driving habits, which may have throw it off slightly. No check engine light or lack of power. I know it will have to be done at some point but I'd rather wait until I'm working, get a second vehicle first and then do it. Get the full kit with a water pump, new idlers and all new belts, do another oil change at the same time. Do it right all the way around. Costs more, takes longer, a bit more work but worth it in the long run.
Still hoping to hear something back about the job tomorrow or Tue.
Just playing it all by ear for now.
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