The ex texted me today and told me that daughter got into the magnet school she had worked so hard to apply to! Yay! I know she is happy about it. She applied to two programs and not sure which one she was accepted for yet. I don't think it matters because she will do exceedingly well in anything she sets her mind and heart to. I am really proud of her.
Told the ex to tell daughter I will take her out to dinner this weekend. She gets to choose where. We can celebrate her school and my job all at once.
GF and I talked online after I wrote my last post the other day. I told her how I felt. I tried to put it as nicely as I could and explain my own feelings. She listened and was receptive. She did try and divert to how what I said made her feel but I told her I was explaining my feelings and why. We discussed our ceremony, affection, intimacy and BDSM. She said she was going to try and do better.
She did show up close to the time she said she would the next day. She has spent a lot of time with me this week and been more affectionate.
Bad timing? She came down with a painful yeast infection, so sex was out. Side effect from several courses of antibiotics. She did try and give me a BJ but that did not turn out all that well. She has TMJ and I stopped her for concern if it took too long it would make that really bad. I've never had a gf with TMJ, so this is something we will have to experiment with. May not be doable most of the time. But she tried a lot. That matters because she did show she cares how I feel.
I show in return. She was sore after her class yesterday, so I gave her a massage.
Today she is sick with side effects from the medication for the fungal infection. Gave her advice on how to deal with that. So I won't see her today. That's okay, I should get to bed early tonight. Getting up to be at work at 6 AM has been rough. I have to get up more than an hours before leaving home because of morning problems with UC.
Any way, I guess I just need to stop thinking about sex. There's no more point to having it on my mind. I give up. Not in my karma.
Told the ex to tell daughter I will take her out to dinner this weekend. She gets to choose where. We can celebrate her school and my job all at once.
GF and I talked online after I wrote my last post the other day. I told her how I felt. I tried to put it as nicely as I could and explain my own feelings. She listened and was receptive. She did try and divert to how what I said made her feel but I told her I was explaining my feelings and why. We discussed our ceremony, affection, intimacy and BDSM. She said she was going to try and do better.
She did show up close to the time she said she would the next day. She has spent a lot of time with me this week and been more affectionate.
Bad timing? She came down with a painful yeast infection, so sex was out. Side effect from several courses of antibiotics. She did try and give me a BJ but that did not turn out all that well. She has TMJ and I stopped her for concern if it took too long it would make that really bad. I've never had a gf with TMJ, so this is something we will have to experiment with. May not be doable most of the time. But she tried a lot. That matters because she did show she cares how I feel.
I show in return. She was sore after her class yesterday, so I gave her a massage.
Today she is sick with side effects from the medication for the fungal infection. Gave her advice on how to deal with that. So I won't see her today. That's okay, I should get to bed early tonight. Getting up to be at work at 6 AM has been rough. I have to get up more than an hours before leaving home because of morning problems with UC.
Any way, I guess I just need to stop thinking about sex. There's no more point to having it on my mind. I give up. Not in my karma.
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