Friday, April 28, 2017

Waiting

Waiting to see what the weather is going to do today. Forecast says a 63% chance of rain today, mostly around 11 AM. It's cloudy but not really looking like rain just yet. If it looks unlikely, I'll go ahead and paint. Wind is much calmer and expected to stay that way. 

If it does look like rain I'll pack the workshop. With the largest power tools out of the way, it will be much easier now. 

Figured it's not much use to pack much of anything from the bathroom. Most of that is going out by the curb for the neighbors. If they don't want it, straight in the trash. 

Still struggling with packing a few things which I mentally overlooked because I'm just so used to them being there. Aware of them subconsciously only most of the time. Like my daughter's large noisemaker/picture. Then I figured out I am resisting packing it. I don't look straight at it all that often but the light shines into the hallway at night. That light gives me some emotional comfort. Like she is here. When she was in town, I used to turn it off during the week and she would turn it on when she got here at bedtime. I think I've had it turned on the whole time she's been gone. Hell, I don't even know if she wants it any more but I'll pack it any way. Not sure how I'll feel when that light is not there. Kind of like a superstition of some kind now. Just have to suck it up. 

Oddly, my right shoulder is feeling much better. My left shoulder is not. I put a lot more stress on the right arm yesterday. It also used to be my right shoulder that gave me the biggest problem. 

Weighed myself yesterday and I have regained some weight. Not really sure how that happened, with all the work I've been doing. Not complaining by any means. Maybe it indicates my UC is under better control? Feels like it. I cannot always keep up the caloric intake I did for a while. Too expensive. 

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