She came over tonight. We watched TV and cuddled. I love any time I get to spend with her.
I didn't talk about it. I've just resolved myself to the way this is going. The toys in the closet will remain toys in the closet. There will be no ceremony. Ever. No long days.
I have to find a job and she is starting more classes. She plans on coming over sometimes after class if I'm not working. So that means a couple of hours a few times a week, if that.
She told me she and her husband are going to be buying a house outside of town. Close to town but outside of town. If she lives 2 miles away and has problems getting away now, that will simply end it. I know it. It's not a question.
So I am going to tell her we need to redefine our relationship as just an affair. Explain why.
That's okay. Better off than I was when I got here. Just be happy for what I've got and what I believed in. And accept it was all a fantasy.
I didn't talk about it. I've just resolved myself to the way this is going. The toys in the closet will remain toys in the closet. There will be no ceremony. Ever. No long days.
I have to find a job and she is starting more classes. She plans on coming over sometimes after class if I'm not working. So that means a couple of hours a few times a week, if that.
She told me she and her husband are going to be buying a house outside of town. Close to town but outside of town. If she lives 2 miles away and has problems getting away now, that will simply end it. I know it. It's not a question.
So I am going to tell her we need to redefine our relationship as just an affair. Explain why.
That's okay. Better off than I was when I got here. Just be happy for what I've got and what I believed in. And accept it was all a fantasy.
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