Finally found a job!
It's going to be at a plasma center nearby. So it should be pretty low stress. Not really sure of the hours yet. The pay is the lowest I've made in a decade. I can ask for more and hope to get it. Otherwise, there is room for advancement. It's enough to live on plus a little more. Long as I get enough hours. Starting off they said I will get 40 hours during training. Then they seem to be short of staff, so maybe beyond that. Goes up or down according to business.
Obviously not completely sure how it will turn out in the long run but I'm willing to give it a shot.
She came over for a few hours yesterday. I was happy to see her and spend some time together. She did not come over today. Too sick from the antibiotics from a UTI. I believe that. She said she will come over tomorrow around noon. Honestly. I will believe that when it happens. Sounds bad but based on evidence and the fact that she does not feel well..
She was offered a job as well, working from home doing programming. Pays a lot better than my job. She says she is going to keep a separate bank account from her husband. He doesn't know it yet. She wants to save money for us to move in together. So do I. Together, we can do it.
I'm hoping that if we are both working, it will result in us having MORE time together. At least more time in the days we see each other. Maybe that will change things for the better. Have to wait and see. She is nervous about me going back to work. maybe that will be enough? I hope so. I still want what we had talked about in the beginning. It just hasn't seemed likely.
Oh, well. Not going to be seeing anyone else. Want to see if these things are positive changes.
Looks like the change from the pec fly to chest press is really effective. My chest size is exploding! I think this is probably the largest my chest has ever been. At least the most defined. Still want to keep at it until my chest is noticeably larger than my abdomen. My chest circumference already is because my lat muscles are building back up. Can see the definition there too. Happy I'm not getting shoulder pain from all of this so far. Taking the shoulders slower than other things.
Changed some exercises to better develop my lateral biceps. Medial biceps are used more with everyone, so naturally stronger and better developed. But for appearance and general strength its good to build lateral biceps. It also expands the entire bicep a lot more, gives more definition. Results in greater overall strength. But have to use much lower weight stacks, since they are less developed for now. Give it time.
I think I will be able to start getting more writing and maybe videos done now. I really needed something going my direction besides just the gym. Now my motivation is coming back. Of course, I'll have less time to be doing it now. Oh, well. I'll still keep at it and hope it starts paying at some point.
A week or two ago I wrote a pive comparing the NRA to a terrorist cult. Then someone posted a pic of a billboard saying the same thing. Today Black Lives Matter said the same thing! I was ahead of the curve!
Unfortunately, it really looks like a war with Russia is coming. Really nervous about moves by the US in Syria leading to a confrontation. Not to mention the UK, claiming Russia murdered a former double agent in a way that makes no sense for Russia to have done, especially with the timing.
There are moves to outlaw AR-15 rifles. So the NRA started a campaign blaming antidepressant medications for mass shooter behavior. Going to write and article that will piss a lot of people off but hopefully open some eyes. I already have pissed people off by saying they should let me know when someone shoots a bunch of people using a pill bottle. Seriously, their attitude is to take the medications (for existing depression) away that help millions of people but keep the weapons designed for the sole purpose of killing. Really?
It's going to be at a plasma center nearby. So it should be pretty low stress. Not really sure of the hours yet. The pay is the lowest I've made in a decade. I can ask for more and hope to get it. Otherwise, there is room for advancement. It's enough to live on plus a little more. Long as I get enough hours. Starting off they said I will get 40 hours during training. Then they seem to be short of staff, so maybe beyond that. Goes up or down according to business.
Obviously not completely sure how it will turn out in the long run but I'm willing to give it a shot.
She came over for a few hours yesterday. I was happy to see her and spend some time together. She did not come over today. Too sick from the antibiotics from a UTI. I believe that. She said she will come over tomorrow around noon. Honestly. I will believe that when it happens. Sounds bad but based on evidence and the fact that she does not feel well..
She was offered a job as well, working from home doing programming. Pays a lot better than my job. She says she is going to keep a separate bank account from her husband. He doesn't know it yet. She wants to save money for us to move in together. So do I. Together, we can do it.
I'm hoping that if we are both working, it will result in us having MORE time together. At least more time in the days we see each other. Maybe that will change things for the better. Have to wait and see. She is nervous about me going back to work. maybe that will be enough? I hope so. I still want what we had talked about in the beginning. It just hasn't seemed likely.
Oh, well. Not going to be seeing anyone else. Want to see if these things are positive changes.
Looks like the change from the pec fly to chest press is really effective. My chest size is exploding! I think this is probably the largest my chest has ever been. At least the most defined. Still want to keep at it until my chest is noticeably larger than my abdomen. My chest circumference already is because my lat muscles are building back up. Can see the definition there too. Happy I'm not getting shoulder pain from all of this so far. Taking the shoulders slower than other things.
Changed some exercises to better develop my lateral biceps. Medial biceps are used more with everyone, so naturally stronger and better developed. But for appearance and general strength its good to build lateral biceps. It also expands the entire bicep a lot more, gives more definition. Results in greater overall strength. But have to use much lower weight stacks, since they are less developed for now. Give it time.
I think I will be able to start getting more writing and maybe videos done now. I really needed something going my direction besides just the gym. Now my motivation is coming back. Of course, I'll have less time to be doing it now. Oh, well. I'll still keep at it and hope it starts paying at some point.
A week or two ago I wrote a pive comparing the NRA to a terrorist cult. Then someone posted a pic of a billboard saying the same thing. Today Black Lives Matter said the same thing! I was ahead of the curve!
Unfortunately, it really looks like a war with Russia is coming. Really nervous about moves by the US in Syria leading to a confrontation. Not to mention the UK, claiming Russia murdered a former double agent in a way that makes no sense for Russia to have done, especially with the timing.
There are moves to outlaw AR-15 rifles. So the NRA started a campaign blaming antidepressant medications for mass shooter behavior. Going to write and article that will piss a lot of people off but hopefully open some eyes. I already have pissed people off by saying they should let me know when someone shoots a bunch of people using a pill bottle. Seriously, their attitude is to take the medications (for existing depression) away that help millions of people but keep the weapons designed for the sole purpose of killing. Really?
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