Quit ny current job today. Finished up the last of my documentation and then called to resign. I considered giving notice but decided against it. They wanted me to stay until the end of the month but I declined. I had started to resign several weeks ago but had already stayed to give it more chance to pick up more clients, That never happened. I also suspect they will try and find a way to not pay me the small amount I did earn with them.
My gf came over again this evening after her yoga class. Yes, something is most definitely off with her. I really do suspect she is seeing someone else. Not nearly as close as she was before. Not even kissing as much. Bruises in strange places. Could be what she says, aerial yoga and dogs but I'm not fully convinced, obviously.
I have somewhat jokingly said both online and in person that she must be spending time with her other bf. Each time she has skipped over that and not responded at all.
She's supposed to come over tomorrow and has said she wants to sleep with me. I did tell her that's not something that can be forced if she doesn't feel like it. Honestly, right now I'm not sure I feel like it. So no, it's not all about sex for me. We sat and watched Hulu together again tonight. I'm not against that but we can watch TV/Hulu/Netflix/etc while each of us are at home, separately. We get very little time together. That's how she wants to spend it?
She said she did not feel attractive because she was not wearing makeup and was sweaty from yoga. I had no complaints about any of that.
Above all, something in her eyes has changed. Not looking at me directly. Like something she is trying to hide. But I don't need to even see that. I can feel it from a distance.
My gf came over again this evening after her yoga class. Yes, something is most definitely off with her. I really do suspect she is seeing someone else. Not nearly as close as she was before. Not even kissing as much. Bruises in strange places. Could be what she says, aerial yoga and dogs but I'm not fully convinced, obviously.
I have somewhat jokingly said both online and in person that she must be spending time with her other bf. Each time she has skipped over that and not responded at all.
She's supposed to come over tomorrow and has said she wants to sleep with me. I did tell her that's not something that can be forced if she doesn't feel like it. Honestly, right now I'm not sure I feel like it. So no, it's not all about sex for me. We sat and watched Hulu together again tonight. I'm not against that but we can watch TV/Hulu/Netflix/etc while each of us are at home, separately. We get very little time together. That's how she wants to spend it?
She said she did not feel attractive because she was not wearing makeup and was sweaty from yoga. I had no complaints about any of that.
Above all, something in her eyes has changed. Not looking at me directly. Like something she is trying to hide. But I don't need to even see that. I can feel it from a distance.
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