Nothing here invalidates my last post. In fact, it rather confirms the whole concept of abandonment.
Yesterday, she was supposed to come over. Said we would have a lot of time together. In the afternoon, she laid down and fell asleep at home. She had a headache and had hit her head the night before. She's on blood thinners, so it worried me. She had other neurological symptoms, so when she woke up I told her to go get an MRI. Some time later, she said she ate something and the symptoms went away. (She is diabetic.) Never came over.
Today she said she would come over early. This morning she said she would leave home around 2. It's after 3 and she has not left home.
Basically, I am sitting around alone, waiting.. to sit around alone.
Yeah, I think I am going to start seeing other women. No question I am going to expand my social life. I can't keep doing this.
Because it's one of her favorite meals, I even made turkey, dressing, corn, biscuits and gravy today. It's all sitting in the kitchen.
Yesterday, she was supposed to come over. Said we would have a lot of time together. In the afternoon, she laid down and fell asleep at home. She had a headache and had hit her head the night before. She's on blood thinners, so it worried me. She had other neurological symptoms, so when she woke up I told her to go get an MRI. Some time later, she said she ate something and the symptoms went away. (She is diabetic.) Never came over.
Today she said she would come over early. This morning she said she would leave home around 2. It's after 3 and she has not left home.
Basically, I am sitting around alone, waiting.. to sit around alone.
Yeah, I think I am going to start seeing other women. No question I am going to expand my social life. I can't keep doing this.
Because it's one of her favorite meals, I even made turkey, dressing, corn, biscuits and gravy today. It's all sitting in the kitchen.
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