Thing I did not mention yesterday about daughter's mini-meltdown yesterday. While it was happening, she told me she wanted to spend more time at home, with me. Very possible daughter is feeling an effect of having less time with me. Because of my schedule, I've had fewer long weekends and such with her. However, now that I've built up some PTO, I can start requesting time off on mini-holidays, like today, where the company is open but many doctor's offices (and her school) are closed.
Starting to set my eye on spring. Went out during lunch today and chopped up the large pumpkins to pieces. Tossed pieces into compost bin. Need to pull out seeds.
Brought in a bunch of old tomatoes and harvested the seeds. I cannot believe they have not dried out! However, the seeds are fermented by nature.
Still not feeling so hot. Tired, backache, chills. I'm sick of feeling sick. Lot of indications now point to possibility of intestinal hyperpermeability. (In layman's term's, "leaky gut syndrome".) Not a bad case of it, if I am right. If I keep stress off my intestines for a while (soft foods and such) it should heal quickly. It's probably and after-effect of killing off candida. Things like this are why it takes so long to heal from the chronic health problems I have. Until it does heal, it means exaggerated response to things I already react to.
I hate being mortal.
Starting to set my eye on spring. Went out during lunch today and chopped up the large pumpkins to pieces. Tossed pieces into compost bin. Need to pull out seeds.
Brought in a bunch of old tomatoes and harvested the seeds. I cannot believe they have not dried out! However, the seeds are fermented by nature.
Still not feeling so hot. Tired, backache, chills. I'm sick of feeling sick. Lot of indications now point to possibility of intestinal hyperpermeability. (In layman's term's, "leaky gut syndrome".) Not a bad case of it, if I am right. If I keep stress off my intestines for a while (soft foods and such) it should heal quickly. It's probably and after-effect of killing off candida. Things like this are why it takes so long to heal from the chronic health problems I have. Until it does heal, it means exaggerated response to things I already react to.
I hate being mortal.
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