When I say detoxing I am not referring to some bowel cleanse or some crap like that.
Stopped taking the Trazodone a couple of nights ago. Glad I did. Not having any problems getting to sleep. I have awakened once each night since then but only once. Last night I got a normal amount of sleep, also.
Today I feel a lot more awake and alert than I have for a while. No brain fog. That had become worrisome. My already poor memory had become really bad. Now I think it's coming back. Not completely yet, as it can take up to two weeks for this stuff to leave your system. But I can tell the difference.
Something not expected. My gut is doing better. Part of that is most definitely from clearing out the Candida but now it seems like the Trazodone was also having a negative effect on my digestive system.
I feel.. normal. For the first time in years, I feel normal. No pain. No indigestion. No nausea. (Still not hungry but that does tend to be my normal.) Still some fatigue but nowhere near what it has been.
For fatigue, I am experimenting with increasing my Creatine dosage. Maybe that won't pose a problem with the Candida under control. I suspect that the Creatine may have actually made that worse. I'll know pretty soon.
Too bad the weather isn't warmer.
Last night I tried a different web cam program and microphone configuration. It worked! Very slight video lag but that's all. Going to try making some adjustments today and see if I can maximize all of that. If it works out well enough, I will get the YouTube channel up and running tonight, at last.
Been using the self tanning lotion, so I don't look pale and sickly. Better camera presentation. (Hey, I'm not wearing makeup.)
Supposed to go to a meeting tonight. It's a local BDSM group. I'm just going for discussion.
Oh, was talking with my gf last night and it struck me, so I asked her IQ. I suspected her IQ is considerably higher than mine. She would not tell me, so it was clear that it is. That's awesome! I know it intimidates most men but not me. I would never hold her back or expect her to dumb herself down for me, which obviously most men will do. I love the fact that no matter how complex the issue, we both understand it and do not have to hold back intellectually.
She has sent me some of her writing and she is a LOT better than I have ever been. That one takes a bit of an adjustment for me. I cannot say I have ever encountered that before with any gf.
Plus she has even more varied interests than I do. I did not think that was possible! lol!
I would say I wish I had met her 30 years ago but then my daughter would not have been born. Plus I was a far different person than I was when I was younger.
Stopped taking the Trazodone a couple of nights ago. Glad I did. Not having any problems getting to sleep. I have awakened once each night since then but only once. Last night I got a normal amount of sleep, also.
Today I feel a lot more awake and alert than I have for a while. No brain fog. That had become worrisome. My already poor memory had become really bad. Now I think it's coming back. Not completely yet, as it can take up to two weeks for this stuff to leave your system. But I can tell the difference.
Something not expected. My gut is doing better. Part of that is most definitely from clearing out the Candida but now it seems like the Trazodone was also having a negative effect on my digestive system.
I feel.. normal. For the first time in years, I feel normal. No pain. No indigestion. No nausea. (Still not hungry but that does tend to be my normal.) Still some fatigue but nowhere near what it has been.
For fatigue, I am experimenting with increasing my Creatine dosage. Maybe that won't pose a problem with the Candida under control. I suspect that the Creatine may have actually made that worse. I'll know pretty soon.
Too bad the weather isn't warmer.
Last night I tried a different web cam program and microphone configuration. It worked! Very slight video lag but that's all. Going to try making some adjustments today and see if I can maximize all of that. If it works out well enough, I will get the YouTube channel up and running tonight, at last.
Been using the self tanning lotion, so I don't look pale and sickly. Better camera presentation. (Hey, I'm not wearing makeup.)
Supposed to go to a meeting tonight. It's a local BDSM group. I'm just going for discussion.
Oh, was talking with my gf last night and it struck me, so I asked her IQ. I suspected her IQ is considerably higher than mine. She would not tell me, so it was clear that it is. That's awesome! I know it intimidates most men but not me. I would never hold her back or expect her to dumb herself down for me, which obviously most men will do. I love the fact that no matter how complex the issue, we both understand it and do not have to hold back intellectually.
She has sent me some of her writing and she is a LOT better than I have ever been. That one takes a bit of an adjustment for me. I cannot say I have ever encountered that before with any gf.
Plus she has even more varied interests than I do. I did not think that was possible! lol!
I would say I wish I had met her 30 years ago but then my daughter would not have been born. Plus I was a far different person than I was when I was younger.
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