I'm not sure. Feeling insecure.
Each time she comes over, it seems to be later and later. Started off being early in the day, now it's not before 4 or 5 PM and she has to leave not too long after.
Maybe I have given my heart to freely once again. Not the first time I'd have been a fool.
There is a part of me that has had reservations for more than obvious or stated reasons.
Today she had an eye appt and said she would come over after that. They dilated her eyes, so she could not drive right away. I understand that. Her phone keeps dying, so she winds up offline. I sent her a message earlier but have not heard back.
Not jumping backward but I am going to be a little more cautious, at least for a few days.
If nothing else, I know some parts of me are revived from being dormant for far too long. So, even if I am being played, that will not change.
I hope that my apprehension is unfounded.
Each time she comes over, it seems to be later and later. Started off being early in the day, now it's not before 4 or 5 PM and she has to leave not too long after.
Maybe I have given my heart to freely once again. Not the first time I'd have been a fool.
There is a part of me that has had reservations for more than obvious or stated reasons.
Today she had an eye appt and said she would come over after that. They dilated her eyes, so she could not drive right away. I understand that. Her phone keeps dying, so she winds up offline. I sent her a message earlier but have not heard back.
Not jumping backward but I am going to be a little more cautious, at least for a few days.
If nothing else, I know some parts of me are revived from being dormant for far too long. So, even if I am being played, that will not change.
I hope that my apprehension is unfounded.
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