Looks like I finally broke the Candidiasis cycle. Does not happen overnight and involves numerous remission episodes before it is complete.
I was drinking apple cider vinegar several times a day, which gives me nausea in liquid form. Got the tablets yesterday, so going to take that and probiotics several times a day for a while to be sure it is truly out of my system.
Obviously those are things I cannot afford to skip or omit from my routine.
Had an interview this morning with a financial group. For a position selling mortgage insurance. Means I would have to get an insurance license. The company sounds promising. More ethical than most insurance companies. I actually think I could do this with this company.
Still, I expect to have an interview with another company working from home in the next week or so.
Finally got the backup computer. Still waiting on the cable to get the main computer running. Installed the video card in this one and adjusted so the video runs smoothly. Have to tinker with it a bit more and expect to get my YouTube channel up and running by tomorrow night. Have to mess with angles, lighting, video and sound. The microphone has decent sound, so I'm happy with it.
Once that's going, see what it takes to get a Patreon account. Get a website going in the near future. Link social media to all of it.
I can call my lady friend my lover at this point. We are cautious. Neither one of us are out to hurt anyone. I expect she may leave her husband in the near future but she is definitely not dependent. I was right about her having her own money. She owns several properties which she receives rent from. Not all that likely she would look to be living with me, as she has a number of animals. Not that I would mind. In fact, I would not want to wind up dependent on her.
That is all just logistics and doesn't matter much. I love her company on many levels. I get horny thinking about her. Apparently that is mutual. I even avoided changing clothes after she left last night because my clothes still had her aroma on them.
This is getting more intense. She is more sensual than any women I have been with in my life. Sensual as opposed to merely sexual. Most people don't even understand what sensuality is. Plus she is more socially aware than any woman I have ever been with. We do have some disagreements politically but I don't mind that. Being with someone you agree with on everything is boring. And I have no interest in a woman who will not stand up to me. Still, I admit that I can be intimidating, even when I do not mean to be. She has pointed this out. I am changing her mind on a few things.
Actually, I am changing a lot of minds on a lot of things lately. For that, I am happy.
Looking more like the prophecy about me being a leader is going to happen. I've avoided it most of my life. Not like being elected to office. I knew if it ever happened it would be more of an ideological situation. Which is what I prefer. I want to change minds. I want to lead people into a mindset where they actually question, observe and think.
I wrote this morning, "Do not be in so much NEED of a leader that you blind yourself to the path they lead you on." That one seems to have struck a chord.
So, much of the writing I have done for the past few years will go into my initial videos. I have enough material going into those that I could continue that for a very long time but I am still writing new stuff all the time. I doubt that I will start off doing a video every day but maybe a couple a week. Or several a day. Can always record several in one day and save them to release on a scheduled basis. Just playing it by ear for now. Take my time and establish a pattern that works for me.
I was drinking apple cider vinegar several times a day, which gives me nausea in liquid form. Got the tablets yesterday, so going to take that and probiotics several times a day for a while to be sure it is truly out of my system.
Obviously those are things I cannot afford to skip or omit from my routine.
Had an interview this morning with a financial group. For a position selling mortgage insurance. Means I would have to get an insurance license. The company sounds promising. More ethical than most insurance companies. I actually think I could do this with this company.
Still, I expect to have an interview with another company working from home in the next week or so.
Finally got the backup computer. Still waiting on the cable to get the main computer running. Installed the video card in this one and adjusted so the video runs smoothly. Have to tinker with it a bit more and expect to get my YouTube channel up and running by tomorrow night. Have to mess with angles, lighting, video and sound. The microphone has decent sound, so I'm happy with it.
Once that's going, see what it takes to get a Patreon account. Get a website going in the near future. Link social media to all of it.
I can call my lady friend my lover at this point. We are cautious. Neither one of us are out to hurt anyone. I expect she may leave her husband in the near future but she is definitely not dependent. I was right about her having her own money. She owns several properties which she receives rent from. Not all that likely she would look to be living with me, as she has a number of animals. Not that I would mind. In fact, I would not want to wind up dependent on her.
That is all just logistics and doesn't matter much. I love her company on many levels. I get horny thinking about her. Apparently that is mutual. I even avoided changing clothes after she left last night because my clothes still had her aroma on them.
This is getting more intense. She is more sensual than any women I have been with in my life. Sensual as opposed to merely sexual. Most people don't even understand what sensuality is. Plus she is more socially aware than any woman I have ever been with. We do have some disagreements politically but I don't mind that. Being with someone you agree with on everything is boring. And I have no interest in a woman who will not stand up to me. Still, I admit that I can be intimidating, even when I do not mean to be. She has pointed this out. I am changing her mind on a few things.
Actually, I am changing a lot of minds on a lot of things lately. For that, I am happy.
Looking more like the prophecy about me being a leader is going to happen. I've avoided it most of my life. Not like being elected to office. I knew if it ever happened it would be more of an ideological situation. Which is what I prefer. I want to change minds. I want to lead people into a mindset where they actually question, observe and think.
I wrote this morning, "Do not be in so much NEED of a leader that you blind yourself to the path they lead you on." That one seems to have struck a chord.
So, much of the writing I have done for the past few years will go into my initial videos. I have enough material going into those that I could continue that for a very long time but I am still writing new stuff all the time. I doubt that I will start off doing a video every day but maybe a couple a week. Or several a day. Can always record several in one day and save them to release on a scheduled basis. Just playing it by ear for now. Take my time and establish a pattern that works for me.
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