Since gf and I talked last week, I have been seeing some difference and effort on her part. I do sense some level of emotional restraint or insecurity on her part. That's to be expected for a short while. It's only a problem if it continues because that would be an indication that what we discussed isn't really what she wanted. It would mean she wanted things the way they had been going. However, she seems entirely sincere.
Did not see each other very much this week because she was not feeling so well. I still am understanding of that and all else. I know this is not easy for her. Just being able to find a way to spend time with me is difficult. I'm not blind to any of that.
This past week I stopped taking Trazodone. Seeing if that brings back my motivation a bit. Though my schedule has not helped in that regard much. I am sleeping less since I stopped taking it. That's not such a great thing. Though emotionally I am being slightly less reclusive. More jovial. Okay, a little. May be a good thing for me to stop it. It can reduce hemoglobin levels. Oddly, my leg pain has reduced since stopping it. Not sure if that's related or coincidence.
Been checking my blood sugar more frequently lately. Turned out I was taking too much Creatine and it was driving my sugar too high for me, since I'm normally hypoglycemic. Even into a low diabetic range at some times. That probably reduced my appetite a lot. So I reduced the Creatine and sugar fell into a more normal range.
Still, my UC has been giving me hell this week. Bowel habits changing. To some degree for the better but any change in that respect is an adjustment for the whole body.
Daughter has to start back to school 8/6/18. I hate it. They keep cutting school vacations shorter for kids. Went to the orientation for her school last weekend. This school sounds harsh. Daughter sounded okay with it. Need to talk with her and tell her she can always talk with me about anything. Plus I want to review some self defense with her before school starts.
Did not see each other very much this week because she was not feeling so well. I still am understanding of that and all else. I know this is not easy for her. Just being able to find a way to spend time with me is difficult. I'm not blind to any of that.
This past week I stopped taking Trazodone. Seeing if that brings back my motivation a bit. Though my schedule has not helped in that regard much. I am sleeping less since I stopped taking it. That's not such a great thing. Though emotionally I am being slightly less reclusive. More jovial. Okay, a little. May be a good thing for me to stop it. It can reduce hemoglobin levels. Oddly, my leg pain has reduced since stopping it. Not sure if that's related or coincidence.
Been checking my blood sugar more frequently lately. Turned out I was taking too much Creatine and it was driving my sugar too high for me, since I'm normally hypoglycemic. Even into a low diabetic range at some times. That probably reduced my appetite a lot. So I reduced the Creatine and sugar fell into a more normal range.
Still, my UC has been giving me hell this week. Bowel habits changing. To some degree for the better but any change in that respect is an adjustment for the whole body.
Daughter has to start back to school 8/6/18. I hate it. They keep cutting school vacations shorter for kids. Went to the orientation for her school last weekend. This school sounds harsh. Daughter sounded okay with it. Need to talk with her and tell her she can always talk with me about anything. Plus I want to review some self defense with her before school starts.
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