Been forcing myself out of my depressive cycle to a degree. It's still there but I am making myself focus and function in spite of it.
Made myself start writing yesterday. Managed to finish an article. Today I did the same thing. Honestly, I think the article I wrote yesterday was really informative and gives ammunition to fellow Democratic Socialists to use in the battle. The one I wrote today was more abstract but explains how and why DS is a system which improves economics, education and decreases crime while advancing social evolution at all levels.
I linked back to previous articles about establishing a maximum income and casino economics. So I have reached a point where I can tie my ideas together comprehensively.
So, I am still largely in a classification of writing all by myself, it seems. I'm sure there are some writers who advance ideas like pure Socialism. Many of whom are trying to sell books, not ideas. How ironic is that? Yet even they use it as a platform to rage against certain people. For myself, I am promoting ideas, concepts, understanding. Sure, I would LOVE to make money off of this and still hope to do so someday. Gain a following of people with similar ideas. My own groupies. lol! I think I should try and compile my writing into books soon and see if I am able to publish them by some means. Once again, ironically, I may try and publish electronically on Amazon. That would be awesome! Take the giant down from the inside!
GF came over yesterday. We ate and watched Netflix. I did feel better. Her leg is still hurt. Said she will come over later today. I slept late but think I will try and sleep more before she comes over.
She brought me a fish and everything to go with it. A Betta. It's cute. Red, to remind me of her red hair. Like I need reminding? lol!
Yes, I am still horny but not quite as much. Thanks to the depressive cycle. In the long run, kind of doesn't matter. Same with being lonely much of the time. Oh, well. If I wind up alone and celibate what's the difference?
Have not heard back from the other prison. If nothing today, will call back tomorrow and see what happens. If that doesn't pan out, I will see about one more prison and then check into the local jail as a second job. I'm making enough to live on but not much more than that. That needs to change. I'll push harder on it once this cycle breaks. Until then I'm a bit passive about it.
Made myself start writing yesterday. Managed to finish an article. Today I did the same thing. Honestly, I think the article I wrote yesterday was really informative and gives ammunition to fellow Democratic Socialists to use in the battle. The one I wrote today was more abstract but explains how and why DS is a system which improves economics, education and decreases crime while advancing social evolution at all levels.
I linked back to previous articles about establishing a maximum income and casino economics. So I have reached a point where I can tie my ideas together comprehensively.
So, I am still largely in a classification of writing all by myself, it seems. I'm sure there are some writers who advance ideas like pure Socialism. Many of whom are trying to sell books, not ideas. How ironic is that? Yet even they use it as a platform to rage against certain people. For myself, I am promoting ideas, concepts, understanding. Sure, I would LOVE to make money off of this and still hope to do so someday. Gain a following of people with similar ideas. My own groupies. lol! I think I should try and compile my writing into books soon and see if I am able to publish them by some means. Once again, ironically, I may try and publish electronically on Amazon. That would be awesome! Take the giant down from the inside!
GF came over yesterday. We ate and watched Netflix. I did feel better. Her leg is still hurt. Said she will come over later today. I slept late but think I will try and sleep more before she comes over.
She brought me a fish and everything to go with it. A Betta. It's cute. Red, to remind me of her red hair. Like I need reminding? lol!
Yes, I am still horny but not quite as much. Thanks to the depressive cycle. In the long run, kind of doesn't matter. Same with being lonely much of the time. Oh, well. If I wind up alone and celibate what's the difference?
Have not heard back from the other prison. If nothing today, will call back tomorrow and see what happens. If that doesn't pan out, I will see about one more prison and then check into the local jail as a second job. I'm making enough to live on but not much more than that. That needs to change. I'll push harder on it once this cycle breaks. Until then I'm a bit passive about it.
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