This weekend, I had planned on making gingerbread cookies with my daughter on Sun night. Made the dough late in the morning and placed it in the fridge. Has to be refrigerated. She wanted to go skating, so we went. Then she said she wanted to go back to her mother's. That hurt. I did ask if she wanted to make the cookies with me and she said no.
Maybe I am just too boring. Maybe it's because it's her time of the month. I'm not sure. Keep asking her of there is anything she wants to do and she says no. I suggest activities and she always declines. Maybe it will be better when spring comes along and we can go on nature outings. There's really not much to do around here.
I cashed in my yuan and ruble holdings. Made a small profit and may put more money in in a few weeks. Just going to use the money on crypto in various forms instead. Instead of building a mining rig, I am going to buy mining capacity on a mining farm. Plus invest some in various ways. I am going to look deeper into smaller coins which show some promise and are still inexpensive. Bitcoin has already reached a formidable price. I expected it to hit $20,000 this past weekend but it did not quite make it. Almost. I still think it will get there this week. I know it will shoot up much higher around the beginning of the year. Probably more after the 1st of January. For now, I am showing a decent but not extravagant profit.
I think I have been underestimating exactly how submissive my gf is. I may have somewhat bored her by being too nice. Would not be the first time in my life.
I can change that to a degree. I can be far more dominating than I have been. And I enjoy the dominating role a lot. However, not so much if it is only for my own enjoyment. I can tell if she is not so much in the mood. Of course, that runs two ways. She may be less interested if I am less assertive.
One big issue is that for me, domination is a time consuming process. I like it to take a very long time. Time I have not had with her.
Up to now, I have mostly been less aggressive because this is a matter of trust. I have not wanted to turn this into a purely sexual relationship. However, I have noticed she gains a lot more interest when I mention being more aggressive.
Maybe one of these days I will have that kind of time with her when she feels more interested physically and emotionally.
Until then, I am looking at something synthetic. Mechanical.
Maybe I am just too boring. Maybe it's because it's her time of the month. I'm not sure. Keep asking her of there is anything she wants to do and she says no. I suggest activities and she always declines. Maybe it will be better when spring comes along and we can go on nature outings. There's really not much to do around here.
I cashed in my yuan and ruble holdings. Made a small profit and may put more money in in a few weeks. Just going to use the money on crypto in various forms instead. Instead of building a mining rig, I am going to buy mining capacity on a mining farm. Plus invest some in various ways. I am going to look deeper into smaller coins which show some promise and are still inexpensive. Bitcoin has already reached a formidable price. I expected it to hit $20,000 this past weekend but it did not quite make it. Almost. I still think it will get there this week. I know it will shoot up much higher around the beginning of the year. Probably more after the 1st of January. For now, I am showing a decent but not extravagant profit.
I think I have been underestimating exactly how submissive my gf is. I may have somewhat bored her by being too nice. Would not be the first time in my life.
I can change that to a degree. I can be far more dominating than I have been. And I enjoy the dominating role a lot. However, not so much if it is only for my own enjoyment. I can tell if she is not so much in the mood. Of course, that runs two ways. She may be less interested if I am less assertive.
One big issue is that for me, domination is a time consuming process. I like it to take a very long time. Time I have not had with her.
Up to now, I have mostly been less aggressive because this is a matter of trust. I have not wanted to turn this into a purely sexual relationship. However, I have noticed she gains a lot more interest when I mention being more aggressive.
Maybe one of these days I will have that kind of time with her when she feels more interested physically and emotionally.
Until then, I am looking at something synthetic. Mechanical.
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