I know some people (men and women) play games with different things. They twist words. I don't do that.
Some people will say various sexual activity are not sex. Oral, anal, mutual masturbation. They claim those are not sex. Yes, they are. When I say I will not be involved sexually with anyone but one woman, it means exactly that. People that play those games cannot be trusted. Nor will I place myself in any position which would be likely to lead to something more. Kissing, making out, etc. Monogamy means precisely that.
Have I made mistakes many years ago? Yes, for emotional reasons. While it resulted in sex outside of a relationship, it was not really sex I wanted. I was too immature to admit that completely to myself at the time. In at least one instance, no promises or commitment had been voiced, so it was not cheating.
That said, will I flirt for the sake of flirting? Yes, I may. Less likely to do that than when I was younger. I flirt only for fun but most people can't grasp that. Do I look at porn? Yes, I do. Not going to stop, either. Both increase endorphins. Flirting can make a person feel more confident and attractive.
Okay, back to life.
Getting my resume out to more places. Not getting much response about HEDIS positions. Kind of pissing me off. I think, once again, the agencies are pushing RN's who are less qualified than I am for the positions. I actually have experience with HEDIS.
My old company sold out to a new company. So my inquiry about going back to work for them may have gone nowhere. The person I wrote to may not even be there any more. Maybe I will just apply online.
There are a few spots I am interested in online. Not many. In December, companies slow recruiting to a crawl. There are also huge political events which may be affecting recruitment.
I decided I am going to start mining cryptocurrency. Probably Litecoin but maybe some smaller and less expensive (hardware and power) coins which show promise. Bitcoin mining now takes a considerable investment and it is doubtful one can make a profit unless they have solar or wind energy because it takes so much power. Smaller currencies don't have that kind of requirement. Maybe I can get started and if I make a profit from it, invest that in more hardware. In any case, it will be a learning experience which may come in handy at a later date.
No, I have not gotten the YouTube channel going yet. Have everything in place and wrote the script for the first video. Now I just have to record it and post it.
Some people will say various sexual activity are not sex. Oral, anal, mutual masturbation. They claim those are not sex. Yes, they are. When I say I will not be involved sexually with anyone but one woman, it means exactly that. People that play those games cannot be trusted. Nor will I place myself in any position which would be likely to lead to something more. Kissing, making out, etc. Monogamy means precisely that.
Have I made mistakes many years ago? Yes, for emotional reasons. While it resulted in sex outside of a relationship, it was not really sex I wanted. I was too immature to admit that completely to myself at the time. In at least one instance, no promises or commitment had been voiced, so it was not cheating.
That said, will I flirt for the sake of flirting? Yes, I may. Less likely to do that than when I was younger. I flirt only for fun but most people can't grasp that. Do I look at porn? Yes, I do. Not going to stop, either. Both increase endorphins. Flirting can make a person feel more confident and attractive.
Okay, back to life.
Getting my resume out to more places. Not getting much response about HEDIS positions. Kind of pissing me off. I think, once again, the agencies are pushing RN's who are less qualified than I am for the positions. I actually have experience with HEDIS.
My old company sold out to a new company. So my inquiry about going back to work for them may have gone nowhere. The person I wrote to may not even be there any more. Maybe I will just apply online.
There are a few spots I am interested in online. Not many. In December, companies slow recruiting to a crawl. There are also huge political events which may be affecting recruitment.
I decided I am going to start mining cryptocurrency. Probably Litecoin but maybe some smaller and less expensive (hardware and power) coins which show promise. Bitcoin mining now takes a considerable investment and it is doubtful one can make a profit unless they have solar or wind energy because it takes so much power. Smaller currencies don't have that kind of requirement. Maybe I can get started and if I make a profit from it, invest that in more hardware. In any case, it will be a learning experience which may come in handy at a later date.
No, I have not gotten the YouTube channel going yet. Have everything in place and wrote the script for the first video. Now I just have to record it and post it.
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