Been thinking a lot about my daughter. It's rather depressing to know she doesn't want to be here very often. I hope there are things I don't know. It wouldn't be depressing but she said she wanted to do things with her friends. However, she hasn't been doing anything with her friends.
Oh, well. I shouldn't be surprised. I'm not exactly the most exciting person to be around.
I got more tomato plants in the ground this evening. Now up to 13 plants in the ground, 1 in a bucket and 5 more in containers. The 5 are the cuttings and those are doing well. The stem I planted died, not surprisingly. If they all produce, that should be enough for the year.. but I'll probably take a few more cuttings, just to be sure.
Ran acid and fertilizer through the irrigation system.
Up until now, I've been buying soluble fertilizer in 1 1/2 lb boxes. Looked at the larger bags a number of times but never had or wanted to spend the money all at once for it. Went ahead yesterday and got a 33 lb bag. Figure that should last a while! Plus, while it costs more at once, it's time released, is rather strong.
Checked the soil pH this evening. Good news! The pH is now neutral, at right around 7.0! May not sound great but the first time I checked the pH it was over 8, which is like planting in baking soda.
I've been getting more accustomed to the effects of cannabis. I may actually need to cut back. A negative effect is that it tends to decrease my tolerance for some behaviors. Unfortunately, those behaviors are far too common.
Something interesting is the effect on my susceptibility to suggestion. I tend to wonder if this is what most people go through with suggestion, which I've never been all that prone to, long as I can recall. (Well, except sex but even there less than most people.) I even thought for a couple of seconds that I would buy a certain car based on the commercial. Snapped out of it very quickly but still, that's not me.
Also been contrasting who I am now compared to when I was younger. When I was younger, I had a very strong romantic side. Now it's not there at all. Funny, overall I'm happier. My life now doesn't have the highs but the lows greatly outnumbered the highs. However, I used to think I would always have a romantic side. But I would much rather have honesty, not the manipulations and head games I've gone through.
Sounds depressing. I enjoy my freedom to do what I like, when I like, etc. Hop on my bike and stay gone for hours? No problem. (Well, when it's running. Have to work on it this weekend.) Talk to someone online or in person? No false accusations thrown at me. Go to the gym? No conflicts.
Oh, well. I shouldn't be surprised. I'm not exactly the most exciting person to be around.
I got more tomato plants in the ground this evening. Now up to 13 plants in the ground, 1 in a bucket and 5 more in containers. The 5 are the cuttings and those are doing well. The stem I planted died, not surprisingly. If they all produce, that should be enough for the year.. but I'll probably take a few more cuttings, just to be sure.
Ran acid and fertilizer through the irrigation system.
Up until now, I've been buying soluble fertilizer in 1 1/2 lb boxes. Looked at the larger bags a number of times but never had or wanted to spend the money all at once for it. Went ahead yesterday and got a 33 lb bag. Figure that should last a while! Plus, while it costs more at once, it's time released, is rather strong.
Checked the soil pH this evening. Good news! The pH is now neutral, at right around 7.0! May not sound great but the first time I checked the pH it was over 8, which is like planting in baking soda.
I've been getting more accustomed to the effects of cannabis. I may actually need to cut back. A negative effect is that it tends to decrease my tolerance for some behaviors. Unfortunately, those behaviors are far too common.
Something interesting is the effect on my susceptibility to suggestion. I tend to wonder if this is what most people go through with suggestion, which I've never been all that prone to, long as I can recall. (Well, except sex but even there less than most people.) I even thought for a couple of seconds that I would buy a certain car based on the commercial. Snapped out of it very quickly but still, that's not me.
Also been contrasting who I am now compared to when I was younger. When I was younger, I had a very strong romantic side. Now it's not there at all. Funny, overall I'm happier. My life now doesn't have the highs but the lows greatly outnumbered the highs. However, I used to think I would always have a romantic side. But I would much rather have honesty, not the manipulations and head games I've gone through.
Sounds depressing. I enjoy my freedom to do what I like, when I like, etc. Hop on my bike and stay gone for hours? No problem. (Well, when it's running. Have to work on it this weekend.) Talk to someone online or in person? No false accusations thrown at me. Go to the gym? No conflicts.
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