Feeling better today than yesterday, so I keep improving. Unfortunately, I lost another lb during the day today and that's after eating dinner.
Frustrating. The closer it gets to Christmas, the meaner a lot of people get. I get a higher and higher number of rude people on the phone every day. Right now, I just don;t have much tolerance for it.
This weekend, there's a chance of precipitation on Sat. What I'm hoping for is that it will snow while daughter and I are at the River of Lights. Though that will mean I will not drive to Belen that night. Too risky. Rather do that the next weekend if it does snow. Not sure when but we'll also get to Cliff's before Christmas.
Maybe just impatience but I still bounce back and forth emotionally about dating, socializing, etc. It's nearly impossible to make female friends here without it being imperative that it's going somewhere. Dating without immediate commitment doesn't happen.. unless it's with a married woman. Even placing an ad for a live-in roommate and lover brings out crazies. Had a reply from a woman who has a child who wanted to move in. I replied that I don't want someone with kids. She immediately shot back with a string of insults, hate and drama which was unreal.
Part of it is the values I look for. Relatively easy to find in Texas, nearly impossible to find here. Intelligent, mentally independent, emotionally responsible, not dramatic or violent.. Okay, that last one, not so much easy to find anywhere, it seems. Throw in willing to help with housework and maybe buying a few groceries. Not superficial, places more importance on who a person is than their tattoos. Once you remove anyone morbidly obese and even if you're looking for a commitment you have eliminated 99.9 percent of the female population in NM. Oh, and not religiously fanatic.
Made it through to payday, which is in the morning. Finally. The past week has felt kind of long. Used up my reserves, aside from the change can.
Need to make some changes to cut back on utility usage. Read my meter tonight and I used more electricity than I have used in a long time. Which means the bill will be high. And I know the gas use is going to be up, also. Gotta cut back or my January bills will kill me.
Basically, I look for someone sane. Guess that's wayyyyy too much to ask.
Frustrating. The closer it gets to Christmas, the meaner a lot of people get. I get a higher and higher number of rude people on the phone every day. Right now, I just don;t have much tolerance for it.
This weekend, there's a chance of precipitation on Sat. What I'm hoping for is that it will snow while daughter and I are at the River of Lights. Though that will mean I will not drive to Belen that night. Too risky. Rather do that the next weekend if it does snow. Not sure when but we'll also get to Cliff's before Christmas.
Maybe just impatience but I still bounce back and forth emotionally about dating, socializing, etc. It's nearly impossible to make female friends here without it being imperative that it's going somewhere. Dating without immediate commitment doesn't happen.. unless it's with a married woman. Even placing an ad for a live-in roommate and lover brings out crazies. Had a reply from a woman who has a child who wanted to move in. I replied that I don't want someone with kids. She immediately shot back with a string of insults, hate and drama which was unreal.
Part of it is the values I look for. Relatively easy to find in Texas, nearly impossible to find here. Intelligent, mentally independent, emotionally responsible, not dramatic or violent.. Okay, that last one, not so much easy to find anywhere, it seems. Throw in willing to help with housework and maybe buying a few groceries. Not superficial, places more importance on who a person is than their tattoos. Once you remove anyone morbidly obese and even if you're looking for a commitment you have eliminated 99.9 percent of the female population in NM. Oh, and not religiously fanatic.
Made it through to payday, which is in the morning. Finally. The past week has felt kind of long. Used up my reserves, aside from the change can.
Need to make some changes to cut back on utility usage. Read my meter tonight and I used more electricity than I have used in a long time. Which means the bill will be high. And I know the gas use is going to be up, also. Gotta cut back or my January bills will kill me.
Basically, I look for someone sane. Guess that's wayyyyy too much to ask.
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