Tuesday, May 29, 2018

I'm awake

I'm awake. Did not want to be right now but I am. Woke up this morning, go to work tonight but not for a while. Tried to take a nap and pretty much failed. Oh, well. I got some rest.

Tonight will be my first night on my own. No longer in orientation. Slightly nervous, though I don't know why. There's little or no risk involved. Just me being me, wanting to do things right. 

Been dragging all day. Maybe just the weather. Rainy, dreary. 

Been fighting some ailments. Allergies are horrendous. But have gotten a little better. I think mostly mold, which I did not have to deal with in NM. 

For several weeks I was having problems with my right leg. Felt exactly like Achilles tendinitis. Tried doing stretches but not much improved. Then figured out some stretches that seemed pretty counter-intuitive but worked. Much improved now. Not completely gone but getting there. Not even sure what set that off. 

Haven't been getting a lot of writing done lately. I think all the antihistamines I've been taking affected me. Building up tolerance to them, so hope to get back at it soon. I have more than one piece I began but have not finished. Oh, well. They're not time sensitive. They had a certain period where they may have fit best but the conditions remain the same. And lots of people write on one subject all at once, saying the same thing. I tend to have different messages which go deeper. So maybe it's better mine come out later, so people have absorbed the initial and simpler concepts. 

So, turned out that the fabric paint I was trying to use cannot be sprayed. No matter how you thin it down, it cannot be sprayed. Probably nothing wrong with my airbrushes, so I did not need to buy more. That's okay. Now I have a set and can load them with different colors. Going to get deeper into this and see how good I can get with them. Maybe my artistic side will come out after all. Worth a try!

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