I mentioned that I need to find a different job. This one as of now has no potential for a wage I can live on and we had a telephone conference Fri evening which detailed how that will become even more difficult in the near future. Right now at most I will make about $300 for the month. Not doable. I gave it a chance and waited to see if I was going to get more clients but that has not happened. So it's time to bail. I will finish the two cases I have and be looking for something else starting tomorrow morning. I just sent a couple of emails to the company telling them to hold off assigning me any more clients.
I bought a web domain to match the YouTube channel. Have not done much with it yet but will be working on building a Progressive site. I have not fully considered the entire layout but I have domain and hosting for a year.
Going to have to cash in some of my investments. Already had to cash in some. Wanted to hold them longer in the hopes they would increase in value. I really think they will. But I will probably have to cash them in before then. Crypto is increasing in price again now. It had gone down a lot for a while. Did the same thing last year, though. I think it just happened because of the holidays. Most people investing in it are smaller investors because you can put any amount into it and handle your investments yourself. Not like stocks, where you have to invest huge sums or allow someone else to handle your investments. You can put money in or take it out at any time. Not even like gold (also rising), which can take days or weeks for a transaction to complete.
Been getting to the gym quite a bit and am quickly regaining my strength, if not muscle mass. I've never gained much mass. I have no idea what it would take for me to do so. Never looked like I could do what I can. Daughter was shocked today when she saw only part of what I could life. In the past I've had weightlifters and bodybuilders shocked at what I could do. Today I lifted 250 lbs on the pectoral fly machine. Only twice for each arm at that weight but I still did it. The machine only goes to 260 or 265 (with the knob changed, weight stack stops at 250). I also did 3 suspension situps, which are the most difficult type.
I'm actually trying to add more bulk to my buttocks, since I have always had a bony butt.
Any way, looks like it will not take long for me to get back in shape.
My health is improving. UC is hardly giving me any problems at all any more. Can it be that moving made a difference? Or that my relationship has done that? No question she makes me feel wonderful.
Make no mistake, I am still not blind to the fact that I could still be getting played. But it fits no such pattern. No money involved. No major drama or even claims of major abuse. It's more subtle. From my own past, I know how subtle abuse can be. However, someone like her husband that simply continually seeks something to be angry about IS abuse and it is insidious. So I'm not "saving" her. She spends hours and hours online with me. Gave me a ring. She comes to my place several times a week. She asks for basically nothing but my time and attention. So, the possibility is almost nonexistent. This paragraph is not because I think it. Just for anyone that may potentially read it and have that idea.
I bought a web domain to match the YouTube channel. Have not done much with it yet but will be working on building a Progressive site. I have not fully considered the entire layout but I have domain and hosting for a year.
Going to have to cash in some of my investments. Already had to cash in some. Wanted to hold them longer in the hopes they would increase in value. I really think they will. But I will probably have to cash them in before then. Crypto is increasing in price again now. It had gone down a lot for a while. Did the same thing last year, though. I think it just happened because of the holidays. Most people investing in it are smaller investors because you can put any amount into it and handle your investments yourself. Not like stocks, where you have to invest huge sums or allow someone else to handle your investments. You can put money in or take it out at any time. Not even like gold (also rising), which can take days or weeks for a transaction to complete.
Been getting to the gym quite a bit and am quickly regaining my strength, if not muscle mass. I've never gained much mass. I have no idea what it would take for me to do so. Never looked like I could do what I can. Daughter was shocked today when she saw only part of what I could life. In the past I've had weightlifters and bodybuilders shocked at what I could do. Today I lifted 250 lbs on the pectoral fly machine. Only twice for each arm at that weight but I still did it. The machine only goes to 260 or 265 (with the knob changed, weight stack stops at 250). I also did 3 suspension situps, which are the most difficult type.
I'm actually trying to add more bulk to my buttocks, since I have always had a bony butt.
Any way, looks like it will not take long for me to get back in shape.
My health is improving. UC is hardly giving me any problems at all any more. Can it be that moving made a difference? Or that my relationship has done that? No question she makes me feel wonderful.
Make no mistake, I am still not blind to the fact that I could still be getting played. But it fits no such pattern. No money involved. No major drama or even claims of major abuse. It's more subtle. From my own past, I know how subtle abuse can be. However, someone like her husband that simply continually seeks something to be angry about IS abuse and it is insidious. So I'm not "saving" her. She spends hours and hours online with me. Gave me a ring. She comes to my place several times a week. She asks for basically nothing but my time and attention. So, the possibility is almost nonexistent. This paragraph is not because I think it. Just for anyone that may potentially read it and have that idea.
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