No changes since last writing. Things have gone right back to exactly where they were. GF came by on Monday. She was upset because her daughter's marriage is having problems.
The result? We had no intimacy that day. Once I said I understood her feelings, she started looking at pictures of houses. At least I got a kiss before she left. Nothing until just before she left. How ironic.
On Wednesday, she didn't come over. She said she told me she would not be here that day. I'm pretty damn sure she said the opposite. Her daughter and her brother are coming into town and she was not sure when they will arrive. She says she will be here Fri morning.
Here's what I expect. I expect her to say she cannot make it because at least one of the relatives arrived or will arrive tonight or tomorrow morning. Once they get into town, I don't expect to see her until after the start of the new year. If I do see her, it will probably be like Monday was.
Needless to say I am lonely and horny. If I get the chance to sleep with another woman (attractive, clean, submissive) I will definitely take it. I've had women express interest but I have declined.
Work sucks. Politics and power games. And religion. WHY did one of them have to throw in religion?
Been trying to pick up pace on writing again but keep getting blocked by events. Because work sucks.
Daughter and I got the Christmas tree up this weekend. A few outside lights. I have been trying to get more done but too busy, too tired, too anxious, too depressed. I am not feeling Christmas this year.
Got all my shopping done. Just need to wrap things and clean up now. Happy to have the shopping finished.
Top piercing seems fully healed. Lower piercing is healing well using the advised salt water treatments. I think this one may take longer because it has to form scar tissue around it because the skin there is fair thin and the area is mobile. I've tugged it more than a few times changing positions in a chair or driving. Nothing extreme but sure aware it's there at the time!
Time for some sleep.
The result? We had no intimacy that day. Once I said I understood her feelings, she started looking at pictures of houses. At least I got a kiss before she left. Nothing until just before she left. How ironic.
On Wednesday, she didn't come over. She said she told me she would not be here that day. I'm pretty damn sure she said the opposite. Her daughter and her brother are coming into town and she was not sure when they will arrive. She says she will be here Fri morning.
Here's what I expect. I expect her to say she cannot make it because at least one of the relatives arrived or will arrive tonight or tomorrow morning. Once they get into town, I don't expect to see her until after the start of the new year. If I do see her, it will probably be like Monday was.
Needless to say I am lonely and horny. If I get the chance to sleep with another woman (attractive, clean, submissive) I will definitely take it. I've had women express interest but I have declined.
Work sucks. Politics and power games. And religion. WHY did one of them have to throw in religion?
Been trying to pick up pace on writing again but keep getting blocked by events. Because work sucks.
Daughter and I got the Christmas tree up this weekend. A few outside lights. I have been trying to get more done but too busy, too tired, too anxious, too depressed. I am not feeling Christmas this year.
Got all my shopping done. Just need to wrap things and clean up now. Happy to have the shopping finished.
Top piercing seems fully healed. Lower piercing is healing well using the advised salt water treatments. I think this one may take longer because it has to form scar tissue around it because the skin there is fair thin and the area is mobile. I've tugged it more than a few times changing positions in a chair or driving. Nothing extreme but sure aware it's there at the time!
Time for some sleep.
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