Sunday, March 22, 2015

Punched in the gut

Got an emotional punch in the gut this weekend. Just as I dropped daughter off at her mother's, she asked if I could pick her up every other weekend instead of every weekend.

I understand. She's getting older and more social. She wants to hang out with her girlfriends, who live in that section of town. She doesn't have a lot of time to spend with them except lunch and recess at school. 

This day was bound to come. I had figured it would happen a couple years later than this, though. However, it's not dating. Just going to movies and hanging out with her friends.

I am happy she is becoming more social. I don't want the less social, anti-social, agoraphobic side of me to have a bad influence on her life. I want her to have a normal existence with no fear or apprehension of socializing. 

Understanding and all of that doesn't make it suck less, though. 

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