Daughter had a lot of homework this weekend. So we stayed home, she worked on that and we watched videos, listened to music. I wrote the first part of an article but couldn't focus all that well. Get more writing done at work tonight if I have time.
Haven't gotten started on getting funding going. Second attempt. I may have more success now that I have a LOT of writing already done to use as examples of my work. No small number of videos.
Heard Jimmy Dore say to get his channel off the ground took $60,000. I'm not going for anything quite so elaborate. If I get there, I get there. I do hope to get there but not hoping for that much of a starting point by any means.
My gf started talking about things we had discussed before. For the most part, I could not bring myself to go into the discussion very far. At this point, I'm emotionally locked on that. The discussion has taken place too many times but then ends with discussion. Nothing results from the discussion.
I know she loves me or believes she does. I know there are many limits on us and that she has multiple health issues. But when is there a singular day that becomes about my wishes? She asks me what I want to watch on Netflix but I don't really care much about that. I don't think she gets the point and I had figured she of all people would understand me in that respect.
Maybe I am too dramatic and demanding. Too selfish.
Haven't gotten started on getting funding going. Second attempt. I may have more success now that I have a LOT of writing already done to use as examples of my work. No small number of videos.
Heard Jimmy Dore say to get his channel off the ground took $60,000. I'm not going for anything quite so elaborate. If I get there, I get there. I do hope to get there but not hoping for that much of a starting point by any means.
My gf started talking about things we had discussed before. For the most part, I could not bring myself to go into the discussion very far. At this point, I'm emotionally locked on that. The discussion has taken place too many times but then ends with discussion. Nothing results from the discussion.
I know she loves me or believes she does. I know there are many limits on us and that she has multiple health issues. But when is there a singular day that becomes about my wishes? She asks me what I want to watch on Netflix but I don't really care much about that. I don't think she gets the point and I had figured she of all people would understand me in that respect.
Maybe I am too dramatic and demanding. Too selfish.
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