I have to admit something.
The issue of being able to predict things weighs on me. Part of it is being good at analysis. Not all of it. Some simply cannot be explained rationally. Plus I cannot say it always happens the same way every time. I am 54 and still figuring it out.
I combine the two elements of explainable and rational analysis. Once I have an idea of what will happen, most often I start looking at circumstances which can be analyzed, which then gives me a more clear picture. One which can be better substantiated.
Over the years, it seems like I have gained more control over it. That does not mean it is less stressful. Mostly because the things I predict cannot be controlled. I can only control the predictions themselves better than I could before. I can initiate them at times.
Too bad I can't use it to predict the lottery numbers. Only major and protracted steams of events.
Wish I could understand it better. Even why this happens. It's stressful. However, I am not complaining.
Going to actually try and gain more control over it. It will either drive me insane or enlighten me to an extreme. Meh, same difference?
The hope is that if I can control the ability, it will give me some idea how to control the future. I know, sounds crazy even to me worded that way. I am not talking about some hocus-pocus. I mean actual actions I may be able to take to put this country back on the right track. Hmm. Back? Okay, to put this country on the right track at last. We have never truly been on the right track completely. More of a parallel track. Though the track we are on is heading for a cliff.
It's worth a shot. I expect most of what I can do to be teaching other people. It will not happen overnight. Or months or one year. It will take multiple years.
The issue of being able to predict things weighs on me. Part of it is being good at analysis. Not all of it. Some simply cannot be explained rationally. Plus I cannot say it always happens the same way every time. I am 54 and still figuring it out.
I combine the two elements of explainable and rational analysis. Once I have an idea of what will happen, most often I start looking at circumstances which can be analyzed, which then gives me a more clear picture. One which can be better substantiated.
Over the years, it seems like I have gained more control over it. That does not mean it is less stressful. Mostly because the things I predict cannot be controlled. I can only control the predictions themselves better than I could before. I can initiate them at times.
Too bad I can't use it to predict the lottery numbers. Only major and protracted steams of events.
Wish I could understand it better. Even why this happens. It's stressful. However, I am not complaining.
Going to actually try and gain more control over it. It will either drive me insane or enlighten me to an extreme. Meh, same difference?
The hope is that if I can control the ability, it will give me some idea how to control the future. I know, sounds crazy even to me worded that way. I am not talking about some hocus-pocus. I mean actual actions I may be able to take to put this country back on the right track. Hmm. Back? Okay, to put this country on the right track at last. We have never truly been on the right track completely. More of a parallel track. Though the track we are on is heading for a cliff.
It's worth a shot. I expect most of what I can do to be teaching other people. It will not happen overnight. Or months or one year. It will take multiple years.
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