Making changes

So, the narcissist at work is gone. Two days after starting on anxiety medication, he and I had a confrontation which he started and resulted in his forced departure. During all of this, he truly displayed exactly how unstable and far over the edge he really is. It's really funny, all I had to do was point one finger at him from a distance and say, "You don't tell me what to do. You're not my supervisor." (He was not my supervisor.) I barely raised my voice at all. Numerous witnesses. Later, he claimed that I made him fear for his life. 

Damn, I need to use that finger more often!

The environment at work has slowly calmed down again. Took a few days for people to work through the tension. 

I am moving ahead with getting my YouTube channel back online. I got a new microphone, which looks better and more professional, whether it sounds better or not. I think it's about the same because the old one was good, just looked less impressive. I also bough a studio lighting set which came with 3 backdrops- white, black and green screen. Been playing around a little to learn how to use the green screen to insert the backgrounds I like. Going to design a few just for the purpose. It can come in handy for Christmas pictures, also.

I am working on getting some advertisers on the channel and website. Not really sponsors but affiliate programs. They will all fit in with the content that I produce. 

This Friday, I am off work, daughter staying at her mother's because she has a craft show she is selling her handmade plastic flowers at. They're very impressive and i think she will be able to sell some of them. 

So, that night I have a date. Not with my gf. With the woman I mentioned previously. She sounds interesting and she has been progressing in her sensual suggestions. Even said she is leaving work early that day and she will come down here to Montgomery. Obviously, there are no guarantees but if it works out right she may be staying the night. Imagine that. Actually being able to spend the night with someone. When we talk, I can get a word in here and there too. I have made it clear I am not seeking anything serious and she's okay with that. If it results in nothing but a friend I can literally talk with in two way conversation, I'm fine with that.

For so long, in spite of anything I have written, I have felt guilty for even thinking about such things. That's why I have not acted on any of it. Not feeling much guilt any more. I'm tired of being less important than dogs and spiders.