So begins a new year.
As far as my one resolution, I got one hell of a boost last night. Right after midnight I opened my email and found I was named one of the top writers in Economics for Medium! That's no small feat, seeing that they publish articles from Fortune and Washington Post. That should lend more credibility to my writing and bring more subscribers. Hopefully a bit more money, too.
So my writing is off to a good start for the year.
Daughter has her bf. Yet seems more clingy to me lately. Holding my hand playfully and not letting go. I think she sees changes between her having a bf and she has seen my gf more now. I like it. She has even been more huggy. Something I have missed for a while.
I already said I moved my primary work site and they are happy with me, so employment is going well.
For my gf, her husband came back from out of town and immediately started a conflict. Most was the same as it has been but he also insulted her sexually, which he had not done directly before. This coming from a guy who can't get it up. She told him she wants a divorce. Since then, he has tried on and off to play nice and made a lame attempt to ask her to bed once. She declined.
What does that mean between she and I? Not sure yet. I expect it means it will be more about her than it has been. Nothing about me. That's predictable. Sex? Our relationship? Who knows? She said the other day that she is unhappy begging me for attention. Really? After all the times I have sat alone, dealt with canceled plans and unfulfilled promises? Our ceremony was supposed to happen a year ago now. Never has.
All I can do is what I always do. Deal with it as it comes.
As far as my one resolution, I got one hell of a boost last night. Right after midnight I opened my email and found I was named one of the top writers in Economics for Medium! That's no small feat, seeing that they publish articles from Fortune and Washington Post. That should lend more credibility to my writing and bring more subscribers. Hopefully a bit more money, too.
So my writing is off to a good start for the year.
Daughter has her bf. Yet seems more clingy to me lately. Holding my hand playfully and not letting go. I think she sees changes between her having a bf and she has seen my gf more now. I like it. She has even been more huggy. Something I have missed for a while.
I already said I moved my primary work site and they are happy with me, so employment is going well.
For my gf, her husband came back from out of town and immediately started a conflict. Most was the same as it has been but he also insulted her sexually, which he had not done directly before. This coming from a guy who can't get it up. She told him she wants a divorce. Since then, he has tried on and off to play nice and made a lame attempt to ask her to bed once. She declined.
What does that mean between she and I? Not sure yet. I expect it means it will be more about her than it has been. Nothing about me. That's predictable. Sex? Our relationship? Who knows? She said the other day that she is unhappy begging me for attention. Really? After all the times I have sat alone, dealt with canceled plans and unfulfilled promises? Our ceremony was supposed to happen a year ago now. Never has.
All I can do is what I always do. Deal with it as it comes.
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