Been seeing changes everywhere. At work they started using a computer system. Badly designed and implemented. Only training we had were videos and watching someone doing a presentation. No live practice until it went live on Monday. So this week has been pretty bad at work.
Not to mention we have been short of staff every night. One night another nurse was several hours late, so I had to do the job of three nurses for those hours. Then the charge nurse did not know how to enter information in the computer, so I had to do part of her job, also.
One night nurse turned in her resignation last week yet remains on the next schedule. Nurses have walked out on shifts, not shown up for work and that one resigning. Yet they cut my hours to only 8 shifts in all of Sept. I show up for work on time, do my job and rarely complain about anything. Aside from doing 3 1/2 nurses jobs. I was not happy about that. Calling to see about picking up shifts at another prison. If I like it there I may just transfer if they have enough work open.
Less work will mean more time to write and I plan on putting some of my writing together into a book soon. Though I still have to pay the bills until that happens. Of course, cannot be sure it will even sell. So I have to pay the bills any way.
Got rid of nearly all the bed bugs. I have seen a very small few but they were in the process of dying when I saw them, thanks to the poison I applied. Always when the bed has been empty for a long time. Not having any bites from them, either. I wound up replacing all my pillows because I now suspect they came from some pillows I bought at a clearance store a few weeks ago. They looked brand new and did not say refurbished but maybe a warehouse along the way had a problem? No matter where they came from, happy to be getting rid of them. From all I've read, they are hell to eliminate.
Things have been pretty good with my gf lately except for one thing. Sex is not bad but not what we had discussed. Maybe I should be more aggressive on the subject but that doesn't seem appropriate when she often complains of health issues. Still, I am disappointed because I am not expecting anything we had not discussed on numerous occasions over a long time. Including before we ever met. I'm not being impatient because in a few days I'll have been in AL for a full year. We will have been seeing each other for a year not too long after that. So I have waited a year for something that was supposed to have occurred from the beginning.
I still give her a massage probably 40 times to 1 for me. Maybe more. I should be used to that. Story of all my past relationships in that respect. So is the sexual activity. I do what they want, don't get the same consideration in return. So it remains talking, eating and Netflix 90% of the time. So I wind up pleasing myself. I should be used to that too. Maybe I really should consider looking for an outside sensual partner. I love my gf but this is leaving me feeling unfulfilled on multiple levels. I did get used to that throughout multiple past relationships but that was why I wound up not dating for numerous years. I don't care to leave myself in that position again. I also don't want to keep having that conversation over and over with nothing changing.
Not to mention we have been short of staff every night. One night another nurse was several hours late, so I had to do the job of three nurses for those hours. Then the charge nurse did not know how to enter information in the computer, so I had to do part of her job, also.
One night nurse turned in her resignation last week yet remains on the next schedule. Nurses have walked out on shifts, not shown up for work and that one resigning. Yet they cut my hours to only 8 shifts in all of Sept. I show up for work on time, do my job and rarely complain about anything. Aside from doing 3 1/2 nurses jobs. I was not happy about that. Calling to see about picking up shifts at another prison. If I like it there I may just transfer if they have enough work open.
Less work will mean more time to write and I plan on putting some of my writing together into a book soon. Though I still have to pay the bills until that happens. Of course, cannot be sure it will even sell. So I have to pay the bills any way.
Got rid of nearly all the bed bugs. I have seen a very small few but they were in the process of dying when I saw them, thanks to the poison I applied. Always when the bed has been empty for a long time. Not having any bites from them, either. I wound up replacing all my pillows because I now suspect they came from some pillows I bought at a clearance store a few weeks ago. They looked brand new and did not say refurbished but maybe a warehouse along the way had a problem? No matter where they came from, happy to be getting rid of them. From all I've read, they are hell to eliminate.
Things have been pretty good with my gf lately except for one thing. Sex is not bad but not what we had discussed. Maybe I should be more aggressive on the subject but that doesn't seem appropriate when she often complains of health issues. Still, I am disappointed because I am not expecting anything we had not discussed on numerous occasions over a long time. Including before we ever met. I'm not being impatient because in a few days I'll have been in AL for a full year. We will have been seeing each other for a year not too long after that. So I have waited a year for something that was supposed to have occurred from the beginning.
I still give her a massage probably 40 times to 1 for me. Maybe more. I should be used to that. Story of all my past relationships in that respect. So is the sexual activity. I do what they want, don't get the same consideration in return. So it remains talking, eating and Netflix 90% of the time. So I wind up pleasing myself. I should be used to that too. Maybe I really should consider looking for an outside sensual partner. I love my gf but this is leaving me feeling unfulfilled on multiple levels. I did get used to that throughout multiple past relationships but that was why I wound up not dating for numerous years. I don't care to leave myself in that position again. I also don't want to keep having that conversation over and over with nothing changing.
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