Thursday, July 13, 2017

Frustration

At this point I am frustrated and depressed. 

Met with an investor this morning. All I get from investors is that they won't even pay as much as the remaining mortgage. That's an indication that lots of people are defaulting and lots more have let homes decay severely, so there are tons of homes selling for low prices. Yet the market is up. 

In other words, the middle has fallen out of the market and I am in the middle.

The agent says she may have a potential buyer. I won't find out until at least Sunday. 

If not, I will drop the price again. If I can walk away with $10k over the mortgage I'll be happy. 

I want to buy another vehicle but savings are down low enough I cannot take that risk right now. On the other hand, I'm not sure if this car is really going to last. And I want something larger which I can haul cargo in. Like sheet wood. That's a big problem with this car. Only an option if I strap things to the top. 

So I hate NM, I hate my job and the house isn't selling. My savings are depleting. I miss my daughter. I feel trapped.

FML.

All this is making me question how I have done things. Though looking back this route has been the only realistic route. If I had not worked on the house, I would not get any offers for near the existing balance. That may be a struggle now but it would have been impossible before I did all this. I could not have fixed up the house, kept working full time and retained my health. 

Have to figure something out. 

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