I am getting nervous now.
Reaching the end of my finances. Not in any condition that I could take out a loan. Already at the point that I will not be able to pay the child support for next month. Going to have to hold off on some of the bills.
Haven't found a job yet. Got turned down for one job. Have applications out for a few more.
If worse come to worse I'll start taking agency work. Go talk to one of my old agencies Monday if I don't hear anything positive tomorrow.
So, I've had to stop using cannabis. Not much use going to apply for most jobs until it's out of my system. Not sure how that will work out.
While nervous I am also having a really bad time with my motivation. The emotional side of daughter being gone has kind of hit me.
On the other hand, there's always the chance that the cannabis has lowered my motivation. Maybe it's best I do stop.
Reaching the end of my finances. Not in any condition that I could take out a loan. Already at the point that I will not be able to pay the child support for next month. Going to have to hold off on some of the bills.
Haven't found a job yet. Got turned down for one job. Have applications out for a few more.
If worse come to worse I'll start taking agency work. Go talk to one of my old agencies Monday if I don't hear anything positive tomorrow.
So, I've had to stop using cannabis. Not much use going to apply for most jobs until it's out of my system. Not sure how that will work out.
While nervous I am also having a really bad time with my motivation. The emotional side of daughter being gone has kind of hit me.
On the other hand, there's always the chance that the cannabis has lowered my motivation. Maybe it's best I do stop.
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