Not long ago I wrote that my motivation has been really poor for some time. I considered giving up on cannabis, thinking that could be an aspect of it. Then figured out this had no real correlation. At least part of this problem began before I started on the program.
That is changing and improving.
I still have a huge amount of work around here to do. The difference now is that it does not feel like as much any more. Just last week, only thinking of how much I need to do was intimidating. Enough to wear me out and feel somewhat hopeless. (Not in general. Just about how much I need to do.)
Started getting a few things at a time done. Cleared some space in the front room. Organized part of the living room better. Did that right after the holidays. That makes a difference. Then got motivated to start doing something about the bathroom. That made me do some work in the workshop, where I had a box of seldom used bathroom supplies. That made the workshop less difficult to maneuver. So easier to get more done in there. So, got a bit of that done this weekend.
Washed and waxed the car today. Didn't come out as well as I hoped. I may need to get a carnauba wax based car polish. Still, I got it done. Should not sound like so much of an accomplishment but lately it kind of has been. Happy to see that changing.
That is changing and improving.
I still have a huge amount of work around here to do. The difference now is that it does not feel like as much any more. Just last week, only thinking of how much I need to do was intimidating. Enough to wear me out and feel somewhat hopeless. (Not in general. Just about how much I need to do.)
Started getting a few things at a time done. Cleared some space in the front room. Organized part of the living room better. Did that right after the holidays. That makes a difference. Then got motivated to start doing something about the bathroom. That made me do some work in the workshop, where I had a box of seldom used bathroom supplies. That made the workshop less difficult to maneuver. So easier to get more done in there. So, got a bit of that done this weekend.
Washed and waxed the car today. Didn't come out as well as I hoped. I may need to get a carnauba wax based car polish. Still, I got it done. Should not sound like so much of an accomplishment but lately it kind of has been. Happy to see that changing.
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